Success is a lousy teacher. It seduces smart people into thinking they can't lose--Bill Gates

wow, deep eh...

damn it, listen to ur parents always....

damn it, listen to parents......

damn it damn it damn it.....wot am i getting myself into, aaarrrghhhhh....................
my future looks bleak now..............
i should have listened to my parents lar....
i feel as if i'm wasting my pa's hard earned $$$
this world sucks, things dont go the way you want them, even if you sincerely hope n work for them...........
wot am i getting myself into?

i dyed my hair

i dyed my hair....

yea, i dyed my hair red today for 50 bucks.....
actually i only meant to cut hair cos it already has gone out of shape....
but after much persuasion by the lady boss n considering how cheap it cost since she knew me n gave discount, so yah....i dyed my hair at last.......on impulse i think....
then dev saw n siad ''aarrrghhhh, what happen to this world???'', cos she knows i am always to stingy to spend the bucks just to add colour to my head.....she also said i look like poisonous mushroom....aarghhhh....
at least now i know what it feels like to colour my hear....no feeling wot..chey.............

My last day of work in bioengin

My last day of work in bioengin....

today is my last working day in div. of bioengin before school starts again....after working there for 5 months, i feel a bit 不舍得 ler, i cant bear to leave my desk, my com, even the pens that i use for working....
5 good months, i am glad i accepted the job then although i had to have my 3 days' pay deducted because i quitted hitachi without 3 days notice, n thx to dar becos she got me this job n the pay is damn good lor....i am really going to miss the place, the work, n the ppl, nice bunch of ppl there, 'going to miss' is so mushy, but i am going to lar, miss annie, millie, dor, ter, helen, ernest, eeerrr prof colin maybe...cos i du nreally get to work with him, 2 weeks i joined them he flied off to germany n 2 weeks after he flied back, i am off from work....and jus to be nice, i will include prof toh in my list of nice ppl i am going to miss.....
feel quite touched cos they kinda have farewell thingy for me, ernest gave me choc, surprisingly, they kept on saying thx for my help, for formality i know, but i tot tats wot i am paid for...heard until i feel so pai seh myself....
so, last day was so busy, i got so gan jiong, cos got so much work to clear up, got to teach ailing, n i think my teaching sucks as always, then got to clear my super messy table, my table, my darling darling table was always full of papers everywhere, when i cleared some of them up today, ernest 刚好 came to my table n said 'ooou, i finally can see the table top' -_-
so i stayed back to continue clearing stuff, n millie said she wanted to stay with me, ooooouwwwww, somebody pass me tissue pls, she ended up emailing lots of docs from my pc to herself...n the whole staying back thingy dragged till like 8 pm, could have finished much earlier actually, but thx woman, for accompanying me....appreciate it....then we went to clementi hawker centre for dinner n tok n tok n tok.....
really happy to being ever to work there before....really......
the next time i slip into reminiscing mode again, i always do, bioengin will be included into my list liao.....
well, i am not going off too far away from them lar, cos monday n tuesday i need to go to nus again for hi tea n matriculation n for the next 3 or 4 yrs still going to be there....will visit them sometimes, hope i'm nt disturbing....
so i brought back my cup that they gave me, that i used in the office everyday for 记念品....
aniwae, thx the ppl there, gonna miss u....
hmmmm......div of bioengin has become the 'good old bioengin'........

maybe i should put up the foto, but they are quite stiff ler.okie, i shall put it up....someday lar...

Reminiscing Mode

Reminiscing Mode

I really dunno why,these few days, i am now in nostalgic mood, pui, nostalgic sounds so rou ma...buay tahan....issit because of the weather nowadays, windy n cool n quite rainy,issit the weather,hur ,hur....
yah....suddenly my 2 hours daily bus journey, my stoning time, and the time phase every night between the moment i close my eyes to get to sleep to the moment i really fall asleep n dunno anything laio, all filled with tkps,jj,tkss, even ajc ler...with a bit of kampung angus....but no kemurnian and lm....dunno y...
those were the days....haaizzz....
dun u feel that you were happy when things were in the past even when you hate them then.... dun u feel u miss them n dun u feel so nice......
haaaaaaaaa~~~the good old days.....
very good old days....

$ matter again

$ matter again

doesn't he feel kinda bad, maybe it's no big deal if his pay is great, but it's waaaaaay too great for someone who is actually in this kinda of charitable organisation,heard from some source that his pay could actually support nkf for another 40 yrs ler.....dunno if it is all real, i mean his lifestyle which is covered in the media, he sounds worse than soeharto's and marcos's, i think...
no wonder the public is so disappointed n so angry n pissed off n feel cheated.....
haiz, real disappointment.......
but really, ppl dun have to get their donated $ refunded, i mean the $ is still going to the ppl who need it right, at least some.......50%.....30%.......maybe 10%.....not so bad, at least there is still organisation to help these patients in s'pore.....
i know now we know that nkf sucks, but hey, at least they do help, no matter how tiny whinny bit....
at least it exists....
at least patients have a place to turn to, at least better than indo where donated $ is confirmed 100% will be swallowed by some idiots, then, i dun think there is such a place or organisation over there, not that i have heard of.....let's hope ren ci is okay....
poor patients...scandal man...

$ Oriented world sucks to the core.......................

$ Oriented world sucks to the core.....................

As seen in a poster along a corridor of nus (goes something like this lar):
'Join bioengineering to create and invent, learn science to discover and understand..................
create wonders that will bring hope and progress to the world, to
save the life of people.....................'
yea right!!!!!
save the life of RICH people..................
see the AIDS drugs???
What a painfully idiotic situation we have here.....................
maybe not too bad, at least they save some lives.................... the richs'.....
aaawwwwww, this sucks.....

watched shutter

Watched shutter

Dev rent the vcd so we watched it yesterday night, satisfying lar, quiet sad....
but the thing is....the main guy is sooo cute....although he got lots of moles on his face (how come ah pek got only one n i keep on insulting and yet...), but he still look so goooodddd......
wot's his name, wots his name...........
too bad can only find this pic....hiiieeee.....
i will keep on looking for better ones....
he is so cute,so cute, co cute....handsome....


ooohhh...wait...have found more info on him liao....he is.......teng teng teng teng.........Tun (Ananda Everingham)...Tun is his name for the show....his real name is 'theeewwwww -_-",
'Everingham'...doesnt sound like a thai surname ler.....he is a mix ah.....no wonder so goooooooood looking.....
mix, reminds me of this small boy i see everyday at the bus stop when i am off from work.....
can tell he is goonna be handsome when he grows up, even the auntie-auntie at the bus stop kacau him call him handsome.....this boy got indian father n ang moh mother....tat's why....
actually for those who frown upon inter racial marriage, i dunno, no big deal wot....
in fact,inter racial marriage should be encourage so that there will be more nicer looking creatures, so the world will be a more interesting place mar.....

teddy

Teddy

He can walk, talk, run, jump, communicate, he is clever, knowlegable, logical, mature, sensible, cute, adorable, loyal, hugable, comforting, long lasting, durable, can do self-reparation, care for you, a work of genius, best mecha ever, he will be your bestest buddy in the whole wide world....Teddy is the best A.I ever, teddy doesnt act cute, he is genuine......i want Teddy.............


teddy